You can think of penitent as a sore place inside someone who knows they did wrong. The soreness does not just sit there: it pushes the person to do something — to say it out loud, to pay it back, to walk somewhere and down. Every use of the word is a different distance along that push, from the feeling on a face to the person carrying it out in public.

「penitent」可以想成:一個人心裡因為做錯事而有一塊痛的地方。這塊痛不會只待在那裡。它會推著人去做點什麼——把錯說出口、把虧欠補回來、走一段路去跪下。這個字的每一個用法,都是沿著這股推力停在不同的距離:有的停在臉上的表情,有的走到了公開的行動,有的落在告解時那個固定的角色上。

From the word’s history

From Middle English, from Old French, from Latin paenitens (penitent), the present participle of paeniteo (to cause to repent; to regret, repent) — literally 'regretting', a feeling caught in the middle of happening.

經過中古英語、古法文,來自拉丁文 paenitēns,那是動詞 paeniteō(使人後悔、懊悔)的現在分詞,字面上是「正在後悔的」。現在分詞這個形式本身就帶著「進行中」的味道,跟這個字「心裡的痛還在推著人」的畫面正好吻合。

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